Proud of the accomplishments and how far I’ve come in my own personal life no matter what anyone else seems to think. It’s important to acknowledge your accomplishments daily, because there are people who will say otherwise about your life and you are the only one who can keep yourself mentally stable...especially in those circumstances.
Those who know me may know I have dealt with some major depression, anxiety, and being mentally unstable altogether. This started my freshman year of college, about 4 years ago.
Being mentally unstable and not happy with myself is why I’ve been putting off a competition for years now...simply because depression and anxiety would drive me down so low to the point where I considered myself as scum and not worth anything and always believing my head, “you will never be able to make it through a competition, you look like scum anyways.” Thoughts that I would deal with and hear in my head multiple times of day.
Finally, a few months ago, I’ve been able to recollect myself, find who I am/what my goal is for life, been able to control my depression and anxiety, been able to know my worth as an individual. No matter what other people may say, think about me, or think about how my life journey is going; I know for A FACT I am so freakin’ proud of how far I’ve come. Currently training for a competition, planning things out for my online business, and working towards my overall goal. •