Fresh cut & color. 💁🏻♀️💇🏻♀️ which meant two hours of interrupted me time. THANK YOU JESUS because for the rest of the day my kids have been nonstop crying, fighting, talking back, destroying their rooms, refusing to clean when asked... they are on my last nerve. If you saw on my story, I literally had to walk outside to put myself in timeout so I could breathe. Today, I yelled at my kids. I got supper anxious and overwhelmed. As I write this, they are currently in their beds because I cannot take my son’s constant attitude and my daughter screaming bloody murder. I am not a perfect mom. I try my best. I feel like I fail every day. I love them unconditionally and I would die without them, but I am human. I apologize when I over react. I’m two seconds away from crying over the craziness, but I know I am going to be ok. Tomorrow is a new day and I’m thankful for the chaos. Cheers to this 7pm cup of coffee & the calmness that will come at bedtime.
When I was in Oahu and Josh and Olivia would come over to visit whenever time and the wallet would allow, I was stuck in the hospital but I pushed Josh to enjoy their time there as much as possible. After a Isla was born and we were all there in Oahu Isla was in the NICU, Olivia was only allowed in between 2-7pm, and honestly I spent most of my time there in the NICU with Isla. That meant Josh and Olivia had a lot of time there again just the two of them. So of course when I found round trip tickets to and from Oahu have gone down nearly 75% I’m just over here ready to island hop so we can enjoy this island TOGETHER... as a family of FOUR.